09 March 2006

Frustrating Friday..!!

Woke up this mornin with a heavy head...Now Now..dont let your mind go racing..This had nothin to do with any spirit i could have consumed last night or with any act of sin i would have performed to get through it...My body seems to have gotten into this weird routine these days, of throwing tantrums with all possible dirty symptoms, if not given that blissful eight hours of peace....

And the sudden burst of shower this mornin made sure that today's part was lost....Thus the heavy head....Heavy with a million things moving around in a confused state of affairs....

Trip to Freedom:
The plans finally confirmed to the point where i got my tickets into and out of freedom...And i wonder what the big deal is...its a bunch of friends that i want to go back to..so why all this hullahoo...of not letting me go..and then beg and bug...to eventually go with a baggage of taunts to carry along..! I missed my long lost freedom the most in these few days of struggle...

Fuedality:
It wasnt a family related one for a change....Friends turned foes...Now i dont mean something that should get the picture of two of us throwing things at each other...or shouting abuses at the other...swearing to god never to voice a conversation ever again...it was a disagreement over the mondane...that turned into one pointing fingers at the other...that never returned to normal ever since...there was this excessive flow of sarcasm that reached its heights....left a caustic taste in the tongue..still running rough waters now...

Stage Play:
Sometimes I feel that the world could do a lot better without all the hype...Pick up any issue...and it has to be followed by a beat of all the extras...start from the meakest film star visiting your locale..to a rockstar blessing the place...There's always a fan fare attached to it that frustrates the normals....And unimaginable is the nonsense created by ones around the main subject....While he would rather prefer a peaceful, "i am human too and anythin is fine with me", image, its the ones polishing his show that throw out the picture of The Man, who just landed from his trip to the moon...God..!! All this drama and stage play for a normal client visit...

The baby :
The pleasure one gets at the sight of innocence is such a heaven...What if it is a mere picture of a darling...e-tranferred by another...

A born star...

That direct look into the cam..

My hands itch for a hold of this blessing...Waiting in quiet to hold the beauty...

Well.. I agree life goes on...with all its positives and negatives....pluses and minuses...and all those opposites that one can think of...