Trapped...!

Hallo world. Thus arriveth the goddess of boredom. Trapped somewhere between life and death, existence and extinction, reality and dream. It gives the same creepy feeling of a mouse, caught in a trap; unaware of what impending doom ahead; unsure of what move to make next; totally not aware of what the hell I am doing there.A mouse in a trap.!
Ya.I know the mouse trap analogy was exaggerated. Coz neiher am I physically comparable to one, nor does my life stink as much.
Well I have a never ending monetary source(yes.! my father), and a sumptuous meal maker(U guessed it). There is a sibling who loves me unendingly, especially after the "Distances make the hearts grow fonder" funda. I have a Love in Life( Do I need to say more ? ). A bunch of friends who have seen me through the worst weapons of mass destruction. I have studied in a college that has given me more than what I deserved ( If not Relative Grading I would still be stuck in Concrete and Cement! ). Out there I was offered a job for a skillset I dint know I possessed. And now I ampaid a 5digit for something I have no idea if I have done any justice.
I dont know when the force was felt. But a battle was fought between passion and quest for wealth in the distant realms of the mind. The overpowering latter conquered.
For if not for that, I would have been blogging probably as a wildlife photographer; or a documentary film maker, chasing the ever receding population of the national beast; or the worst case scenario, a reporter with the BBC specialising on terrorism and its ugly effect on the child of tomorrow.
No..! I am a machine. Sedantary for the most part of the day(The other part I am lost). Staring incessantly at another. Thats throws out the weirdest Exceptions that I Try to Catch.
Yes.! yoru right. Am another IT professional.!